Living in La La Land.

30th Nov 2011

I don’t think I can be who you want me to be. I am sorry.

Story Of My Life

mum: you think these bands have nice hair and fashion now but in 20 years you will look back at these photos and be like-
me: look children it's your father
mum: what
me: nothing

Are You Out There?

” Oh, they’re amazing, we are so alike - we like the same things and we can like finish each others sentences and like we’re just SO similar. This is my Best Friend.”

Hmmm…

LIKE, I don’t fucking care…

LIES… today, I DO.

Why? because this common conception would make me a fake. I haven’t found them yet… that person, who is the same as me. Don’t get me wrong this doesn’t mean I don’t have friends, it just means that I change to be like them. With some people its a huge change, I ignore/change/re-create major parts of my life- but I’m not crazy, I’m smart-smart enough to realise that if I didn’t do this I would be alone.

What if i was just my self, If i can even remember who that is these days.

But I still love my friends for their uniqness, and individuality- and i guess i envy that they have someone who is able to change even in the slightest amount to prosper the bestest possible friendship.

And as a result, I can’t help but wonder, Where is my equal- Are you out there, Are you anywhere?

9th Nov 2011 | Nº 28

..afadthatlastsforever: rolllikeacarpet.

afadthatlastsforever:

Imagine for a moment if our lives were only as long as our times of joy. If our days of sorrow and madness were taken off the counters. But could you possibly prefer this once you take into account what can be achieved in the bad? The terrible? Everything I’ve ever been proud of has been done…

7th Nov 2011 | Nº 58099

i-ll-u-s-i-o-n:

This is a bridge in Paris. You hang locks on it with the name of you & your boyfriend/girlfriend/best-friend then throw the key into the river. So even though the friend/relationship may end, you can’t remove the lock. It stays there forever, as relevance to someone once a part of your life.

i love this

Awesome. I want to go there NOW. But the question remains… who would i lock into my life?
Caring for others who just don’t care back. story of my life.

(Source: theamericanblondetraveler, via im-lost-in-a-nightmarex3)